I'm back. As back as I ever am. I had to move which was a big deal, and then just when I got things back to where I could blog, my sister passed. It has been a very eventful August/September. Anyway, I am experiencing situational blues, and they are hitting hard. My sister and I didn't get along all the time, but still, we were the last of the family. Now it is only me.
I'm having trouble getting accustomed to my new place. This is hitting me hard, and all I can think of is that I want to go back to where I was. That's ridiculous. There is no reason to want to go back, but still, my mind tells me it is what I want. I wish I could feel like the new place is home. The problem with MDD is that it tends to draw on all aspects of life for the energy to keep it going. That takes energy away from problem-solving in other areas of my life.
I am lucky to have a good therapist who will help me get through these things with aplomb. Talk therapy is good for many things, especially working your way through the difficult times. It will help relieve the situational depression, and I am looking forward to that.
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